The calm before the storm is always so intriguing, haunting, illusional and as stated quite calm, but what happens when the storm has passed and we as people slowly start to return to normal is what has me in its grasp. * Gone are the days of endless E's and nights out, not saving a penny for a rainy day and not saving at all, living in a bubble so consumed with an illusion of the dream, yet so far off anything anyone would have wanted for me, the times around us have changed and quite like the people in it. I only remember the good of the past which is my downfall in the present, the simple fact that I'm not a teenager anymore sitting waiting on a text scares me, I'm a adult now and this is real life. while I slept last night wrapped in your arms it didn't phase me, I didn't think about it but when we spoke of the labels that come with the territory I slowly began to sink. My mind can be as fickle as my heart right now, simple changes that would structure s...