When we think back to yester years, remembering those baby faced pre adults we once were, living in a bubble of pure hype & excitement, experiencing life as it happened and never looking back for our future seemed so close; well, now granted it's been six years, I'm well into my mid-twenties and when I look back on life I honestly can't help but wonder; how did we manage it all? * I've been happy, sad, excited and nervous even envious at times, not to mention remorseful and to a certain extent embarrassed of how things have shaped my brittle world. I look back to a time when life seemed so clear, so understanding & be it a positive or a negative; I knew which was which + how to achieve the positive even in a negative situation but now as I approach the midst of (mid twenty soul searching) questions I simply can't look back for the two people seem entirely disconnected. * Ask yourself, can I put my arm in the air and say I've changed for the better? ...