A Blue Bouquet

Sometimes I think what's important in life. I question the possibilities we as people thrive upon, the ideal values we should have +, I suppose this is trivial but I question how to have fulfilment + what that means + how to get it. As we change daily our wants + needs change, but my question to you is, do you have a timer set for fulfilment? + if that desire changes how do you react or are you quick enough to bring it home, embrace it + go with it?  (I question a lot, as I'm sure most of you know by now,  but I'm as much mysterious as I am honest, my questions come from a broken home + a confused soul as I've no idea what I'm doing half of the time).  *  Perhaps it's the fact that Christmas is upon us + with that a new year; more so a new you as they say + I've been slowly pondering the idea of myself throughout the years over my mind lately + what it means to be happy, ambitious + open to love, which leads me to the question of fulfilment in my...

Lately I've been on a somewhat roll, not the good kind now just to clarify! More procrastinating than  optimising, more fear + doubt then giggling + sing song, more self centred questions based upon happiness then anyone would care to admit, but I guess my question is; when after such an traumatic incident do you seek help? When you've alienated your friends until they're blue in the face, do you give it a second thought or continue on your path of self soul searching?   I've always been one for talking yet while I wait I truly hope this will help, this psychotherapy session I've decided to book in for.  *  What you think becomes you, what you action places you in the direct line + sadly what you seem to be seems unjust to what your potential is. When you put it down to chance encounters (extremely rare ones at that) your actions + thought process seem to divulge into the emptiness that once was full, full of life + hope, you seem undeserving of affection, simple pl...