"Can you truly understand this entire proposal, truly grasp what your giving up in order to justify this entire move"? A question I suppose I haven't truly asked myself yet. It's funny, my ambition and determination in my career are at an all time high yet my own personal strength is in question* *moments of fear and doubt are normal, thinking of how not when are a given, but when you get out of town and get that new perspective it quickly wakes you up from the anguish and repetitiveness of life back here and for some, if you don't get out of town you don't see that you need a new perspective so you stay unrewarded for the struggles, stay and close yourself off. Stay and nothing changes. * I've spent over three hundred quid on flights tonight, one for my a quick return in July but the main one, the one that's one way still hasn't sunk in, yet in truth it hasn't been chewed nor swallowed and my stomach hasn't even turned with the rich sm...