Just because your crazy doesn't mean that your free. Perception of oneself is never true to the form we project to the wider world - even our closest friends sometimes struggle with the person we keep hidden. So my question is; why do we struggle with honesty, admiration and care for ourselves ? Why can't we be as honest with ourselves as we are when calling out our friends ? Why have we actively not looked past the surface in the face of fear ? * Reflection; I've had two weeks off work recently & thank fuck I did (short lived success is measured by hard work but constant drive slows you down resulting in weakly managed tactics) otherwise I would have gone crazy. But taken some time out developed my understand of the situation I've found myself in - self reflection on this blog has shown me more about myself than the memories I've got sometimes. Self reflection is deemed a bad thing sometimes, they say looking back doesn't help the present w...