January is a hard month both financially and emotionally, it's the month of hibernation, penny counting and sheer boredom, after the excitement of christmas the bitter realisation that winter is here has set into our minds and the only thing to look forward to is spring and the sweet scent of health. * Honestly I have no reason to feel this way, yet sometimes no reason is reason enough. Maybe it's the fact that it's January or maybe the fact I've slowed down enough to contemplate things; the career I've been told I'm not going to have, the realisation that my independent mind is a curse more than a blessing or maybe I'm addressing the fact that it's hard sometimes, no commitment only to yourself. A series of questions I can't seem to address. * I wrote this three years ago; "Society has placed an image within everyone's head of the ideal person or what our lives should look like, we should go to college, master our minds by social conf...