To be in love; suffering with the repercussions of the past, understanding my last relationship, dealing with my family, dealing with myself in therapy - understanding the "reality" I find myself in, is almost detrimental to the health of the relationship I now find myself in, yet how does one embrace it all when your so consumed in the past & so fearful of the future ? I crave for a life in light, a happy life that my therapist thinks looks similar to a Disney production, but what will it take to let it all go....I've just realised, I'm the one holding this pain, I'm the one who's afraid to let it go, I'm the masicast derailing my life. (They will never listen to me, they will never understand, but better to open up and share at least to some extent, for understanding). Sad how you're all so weak. Compassion by sharing results is less prejudge, less ignorance to mental health and more understanding resulting in a real difference. * (Open yo...