27-11-15 Basking thoughts in my mind I think of only you Yet is this place safe for me ? Safe for you in my arms, you cry. For you know this is love * 24-12-15 Suddenly it's real, but is it ? I'm very unsure of my feelings at the moment, I'm tricking myself into a particular feeling that, I know is there, but is it as big as my anxious mind makes it out to be ? For once, I'm very unsure of myself. I do love him, so much, and I wish that sometimes it could be different but that wouldn't be us then, it would be something else and I don't want that. * 27-12-15 My emotions were racing for I understood I'm madly in love. All I wanted was him beside me, his smell to breathe in closely, his eyes so I could get lost into, his mouth & the warmth of his breath & his kiss to keep me sane, yet now a few days later I'm scared to go home, not because of him but because of me & the power I feel I've lost. He has me madly in love, yet that's ...