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Balance.

They say to live a healthy life we need to live our life within the confines of balance, break everything down and categorise what's more important to each of our own wants, needs and hopes.
Sometimes the balance within our life becomes distorted, our view on reality is shifted to another as it takes priority but most likely, within a few short weeks we will find ourselves again staring at the picture board, wondering how on earth we got here.

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We can say we choose what we feel, we can pretend all day long to take it all in and enjoy it, but when our moral compass steers us in a different direction, can we really stop and think of the freedom we don't have.

I'm completely torn about my life right now. I feel a compelling compassion towards the past yet I know it's not good enough.
My present is soaked in clouded emotions; struggles for power and desperate battles over self worth only drag me down.
My plans for the future are uncertain yet seemingly unattainable at this early stage and while I lay in bed at night I can't focus on now.
I've turned my back on my path, I've turned my back on everything in a way that masks the truth, in a way that will only ever creep up on me one day and cause absolute havoc.

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Harmony is what everyone wants, we all strive for perfection yet none strive to be what they believe.
Unattainable aspirations only come when we're not grounded, daily life takes us on the self centred path and how far you go without keeping check is your business.

Life without balance is hard, life with only havoc is harder yet harmony takes five minutes to produce, honestly how far are you settled in despair ?

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