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A fabricated pause.

The fabric of reality and time is something that we think is indefinite, but when it comes to ourselves can we really limit the time or can we as people really believe that one day we will achieve all that we want?

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Everyone goes through the motions sometimes, the tales that rip apart the love that blossomed by sheer mistake or maybe by sheer faith who knows for that love is no sitting across from you in the coffee shop, that love is no longer curled up in your bed at night and sadly that love is no longer someone you love.

I've caught up with the reality I'm in lately and the factors that have brought me here.
When I look back on the journey I'm not left cold hearted or annoyed I'm just left stunned that it's taken me this long to understand it and grasp the ideas of real life.

I can't help but look in admiration at those close to me for there making there own reality, taking real time and courage todo so, there somewhat of a figure I admire sometimes, yet while there rushing through those open doors of life and making it there own I can't help but wonder why I am not.

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I've slowly started pushing the boundaries and thinking outside the box, which has lead me to this.
Time isn't on our sides as much as we think it is.
Who's to say your less then those around you, no way able for what you dream ?

Five years from now I won't be here, I wont be dreaming of a life of what if.
It's time we all see the reality were in and make it our own.

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