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Summers embrace.

It can happen at any time, more then ever it's spontaneous and occurs totally out of the blue, but when it does happen you loose everything.
Everything you've been working on and everything you've built can come crumbling down.
Sooner or later it will happen to you, but for different reasons and once again, totally out of the blue.

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Alone you sit, forcing a smile on your face wishing everyone would go away and leave you alone.
The pace you feel inside yourself is nothing compared to the noise.
Those black walls screaming misery
aren't they oh so welcoming, upon your fragile heart sits basking in the grey clouds, so many, yet so few with the escaping lining you really crave.

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The recaptured light of home is what holds us together, it's what we know and ultimately who we are.
Dance away those blues with me, laugh at those old days spent in the country side, sitting on the green drinking in the summer sun and look forward to the endless years that we know we will have.

Happiness is something that lives inside of you, regardless of what's become of the past embrace the sunshine and smile, for you've built it back up before and you will again.

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