I've been back and forth, up and down and quite rightly a mess the past few weeks.
I can't help but look out at the snow and only think of times gone by.
Those times were we would sit there, wrapped around each other, never letting the dream end or thinking of the reality we weren't in.
It hits me like punches when the thoughts slowly fade back into my mind and the reality of life slowly turns its ugly head.
It's hard to remember it this time, I'm almost waging a war inside my head trying to understand all that life has brought me since, the changing dynamics that had me at hello now haunt that freedom for its clouded by the night sky, a trickle of snow flake and the reminder I'm alone.
I can feel it slowly taking hold, the idea of all that we done now a mere blip in the reality of things.
I do often wonder if that water brought you to the land you sought out and the freedom we so desperately needed.
Questions have almost shattered me this year, yet looking on a larger scale so did the escape, yet without it I wouldn't be able to look out my kitchen window and quietly think to myself for the escape and the fabrication was what I needed.
I can't help but look out at the snow and only think of times gone by.
Those times were we would sit there, wrapped around each other, never letting the dream end or thinking of the reality we weren't in.
It hits me like punches when the thoughts slowly fade back into my mind and the reality of life slowly turns its ugly head.
It's hard to remember it this time, I'm almost waging a war inside my head trying to understand all that life has brought me since, the changing dynamics that had me at hello now haunt that freedom for its clouded by the night sky, a trickle of snow flake and the reminder I'm alone.
I can feel it slowly taking hold, the idea of all that we done now a mere blip in the reality of things.
I do often wonder if that water brought you to the land you sought out and the freedom we so desperately needed.
Questions have almost shattered me this year, yet looking on a larger scale so did the escape, yet without it I wouldn't be able to look out my kitchen window and quietly think to myself for the escape and the fabrication was what I needed.
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